God is in the rain

since sunday it has been raining non-stop. i do see some sunshine coming our way this weekend though.
living in a condo is tricky when it comes to rain coming in through your walls. do i pay? do you pay? even though our back wall is a mess this is all in God's hands and under his control. here is what's going on...............




hope....for sad news

my very best friend's father-in-law has been battling cancer for a while. yesterday he really took a turn for the worse & had to have surgery....which wasn't successful. the last i heard from alli is that they were saying there goodbyes and he had come of the breathing tube......
all this started a conversation with d last night. i wonder what mr. kemmemer is feeling? thinking? does he feel pain? there is so much comfort through all this since he has a relationship with Christ. it's so amazing that in a few seconds after he passes he will be made perfect. to say that i'm not scared of death or the process of dying is unreal. it's selfish to feel that way, to miss someone...but it's how we are made. its sin. but how incredible is it that there is hope for the believer. hope for the family left behind. derrick was saying that he is almost jealous of mr. kemmerer and that he gets to meet God now. i couldn't agree more but i could see it more in derrick's face that he truly meant it--me on the other hand is hesitant which is so bizarre! i know that Heaven is going to be perfect--and i want my life to reflect that.
back to the kemmerer's. this is such a hard time and my heart aches for mrs., alli, justin, and the rest of the fam. there is hope. hope to see mr. k again and hope in the truth that he is with Him......